i am who i am !!!!

ok so laterly ive been TRYING  to diet and it hasnt been going to well but a new day a new me and this time i seriouse im in it to win it i realised that i am who i am and there no one can change me but me i need to do this for me i need to do it for me and me only so im gonna. and there are a few things that i carnt wait to do when i loose all of this weight and trust me there is a lot of it lol .

wear a bikin to the beach and not look like im going to spill over the edge of it !!!    

eat in a restrant and not feel like im being judged with every bite i take.

so therewe go i things that i will be doing a lot when i lose weight
thank you kj xxx

omg its been a while

so its been ages since ive blogged nad since then i manged to drop 3 pound and was not impressed i kind of fell of the wagon but im back on it know and thats it its for good i feel happy when i diet and i carnt keep turning to food everytime i have a hiccup in my life so next time im angry or somethink happens in my life im gonna excersise or read a book instead of sitting infrount of the couch for 3 hours eating anythink in reaching point i feel happy and energetic when i diet so i can do it and i know i can xxx