Sunday, 9 January 2011

mirror mirror on the wall thanx for remindeing i the fatest of them all !!!

ok so im dieting wich is going rather well and i feel good i lost about 5 pounds in like 4 days so i was ooo happy and there is nothink better that going shopping when your in a good mood so i hit the shops hard and i found the perfect dress but then the worst thing ever happened .......
the changing rooms nw in my opinion the changeing rooms are like personal hell there like th smallest room crammed with as many mirrors as possible and seriously you carnt ascape yourself let alone all the fat ur carrying and i didnt ever try the dress on i just left the shop with the lowest self asteem ever i was like everythink that reminede me of being fat was in that small space so i went home and worked out because when in dout excersise coz it the only time i have to myslef so i had chance to think and i think i may of over reacted and my sister sed i was having a fat day a day were everythink you do remindes me you of how fat you are but after a good 2 hour work out i had a clear head and decided that that one thing wasnt going to ruine my day so i feeel better :D :D xx

Friday, 7 January 2011

new year new me!!!

ok so after a while of thinking a planning i have come up with a diet and excersise routine i can stick with so im happy and a new year a new me and this year is going to e diffrent and i carnt wait so for inspiration ive taken acouple of  my people who inspire me as inspiration such as
khloe kardasian
i love khloe because like me she is really tall and always get named of her high and tbh she isnt stick thin anerexic but im my eyes she perfect i love everythink about her and thats why i want to look like her but in my own way :D :D