'FAT'

fat... fat .. big boned ... puppy fat .... blobby .... chunky ... chubby... wobolly... OMG you can call it wat you want but at the end of the day its still fat and its still there. but over the years i have actually came to the conclustion that i hate the word FAT with a passion i dnt think peopel realise that fat can be really affensive and it nocks your cofidence level so mutch but when your like me and you hear it all the time you learn to not listen to it and you just ignore it. and for years i have tried to not be fat but never have i tried to loose weight for me ive always tried to do it for the benifits of others and yet you allways find that the people hu call you fat r the ones with the seriouse problems lol. but today is a new day and i have decided that i dnt want to be fat any more and this time im nt doing it for all the peopel out there im doing it for me and even with me just saying that im doing it for me i feel like ive already occomplished sumthink. and if your like me and you have tried to loose weight for the benifet of others this time dnt do it for your self . and remember ... big girls we are beautiful.. xx :) :) :)